Just not so much on dA. Sorry guys, if anyone's stuck around still. I still view every deviation I get, I just have not been focused on commenting. Or actually doing something to upload myself. The latter may change, if I take some interesting pictures or write in this coming month...

June has certainly been an interesting month...I have absolutely worked with kids almost every day this month, and it still remains to me one of the most amazing things I do.
Par from that, I've had some rather..tough..moments with me at the church lately. It's hard to see where it's coming from, when I've had a somewhat good week working with the kids. That one lady watching out for me is really not liking that this whole month has been like a major Steph meltdown/change/stressing-uncomfortable period, but she's trying, I'm trying...

July will be the craziest month of my life. I feel I'm going to realize things I never have before, and I'm hoping for a nice conversation on one of the two trips I'm going on. I need to hear it, if I have to write out questions because I can't trust myself to talk, just to get it, I swear I will. I want to figure it out, and I need someone who will sit for hours and talk to me about it, even if it's the stupidest questions in the world to ask. I'm afraid to say it, but July is definitely going to be my making or breaking..

*Moods aren't changing for me, just ignore it..